little by little

 

 I was travelling back from college last week when I heard this song playing on the radio. Sometimes I knew what was I doing, sometimes I just don't have any clue . I am that fish who would really swim beneath deep and far until I know what  I really want to be doing . I've been skipping my medicine. At this point, I don't see any difference anymore.It is really the discipline of mind. Nobody knows better except myself . There are many things that I really want to achieve. Besides, seeing myself graduating with a degree . I would like be the happiest travelling all corners of the world alone. I never liked talking on personal things that I does not like talking about. I got to be really certain about many things . Because people just worry too much about me. In which , I believe that these people got to stop worrying , because in the end we just got to learn and to continue learning. You think you know because you live with me . But, nobody did. I am just pure difficult to decipher.I still procrastinate. I can work under pressure. Nothing has been adding up onto my sickness. I haven't been ill. I am purely fine. I am sure you could see that visibly. I don't live upon people's choices. I don't exist for you to tell what should i be doing when I know what am i doing . Because , when I don't I know which and what is good for me. I am me. You don't tell me what should i speak . Sometimes, i get sad because i am disappointed . Because , they worry too much that they forgot they needed help. A lot.