blessings.

   many many things that have come between me, but I kicked it and break through it. Along the years I lost my sense of trust .It was so hard that it consumes me. I lost apart of my memory. I pop some pills every night ,but it din't killed . My overrun rantings about that very silly place and on stupid tiny things.For all the hard times i have  been through to regain trust . To fight for my own strength.for every single sappy nights you have seen me ,for all those talking you have overheard , for all those tears you have tasted from above and the protection that you have borrowed to me. I thank you Allah SWT. you have heard, you have listen ,you have spoken to me.thank you. syukur alhamdullilah.
& most importantly for all those sweetest gifts you have showered with ,them rezekis are yours ,those are only temporary. I've understand them now . inshallah ameen yaraballameen.